So my bmi is over 25 and my waist measurement puts me in the 3XL size range. But my ass makes me medium and my bust makes me large. My body is NOT an hourglass figure! My waist is 2 inches smaller than my hips, so that totally fucks with my clothes shopping. And even when I was smaller, my hips weren't much bigger than my waist. They've always been ( Read more... )

I feel like a fatty.

Today I changed my prescriptioned meds from Paroxetine to Escitalopram. The paroxetine seemed to cut out the 'middle-man' in my depressive cycle, cutting out the crying for hours BEFORE suicidal thoughts, to clearly and calmly thinking such things. Hopefully the escitalopram will cut both ( Read more... )

I need to get around to checking my hotmail account, haven't opened that up in a week. And I need to get around to replying to comments here. And reading LJ posts, I've been quite neglectful. I suppose I'll get around to it after cleaning the kitchen and watching some Stargate SG-1 Season 7. I'll finish the disc I'm up to then hop back on here ( Read more... )

Last night after dropping Bree off after D&D, I was so mad at James (we had a fight about the musical society) that I grabbed the steering wheel and made him crash the car into the gutter, shredding the front passenger tyre. I then jumped out of the car and ran, crying hysterically, for the bridge that goes over the train line. James physically ( Read more... )

My appetite has really dropped. When surrounded by food I was quite likely to eat the majority of it, often compared to Pippin from Lord of the Rings. But yesterday was a fine exmple of how much it has diminished. All day I ate 2 slices of melted cheese on bread, 1/3 of my spinach pide, 2 donuts, and a handful of light and tangy chips and some ( Read more... )

i'm 20 years old and guess what i thought of today? sagging breasts. not other people's, but my own when i get older ( Read more... )